January 1st, 2018: Full circle
In a blink, the year flew by. A year ago I opened my front door and everything changed. It feels like yesterday. I am so glad we managed to be together to mark the occasion.
December started out with my sister asking me to join her on a Very Important Day later in the month. It would be the day after Dan arrived and she was worried that would be a problem as we had so little time with each other. I told her that if Dan had a problem with me spending the day with my sister when she needed me then he wasn’t as fabulous as I thought. As such, I was not surprised when he told me it wasn’t a problem at all and I didn’t need his permission to go. I offered to walk the dogs before I left so he could sleep in and he said that really wasn’t necessary; he’d walk the dogs after I was gone so that I could get ready in peace. You see, he’s a keeper for a reason.
It was still a good three weeks before he was due to arrive and the time flew by as it was full of year-end things at work and some lovely visits with friends old and new in between. My friend Larissa and I planned to visit Paleis Soestdijk before it closed to the public for good on the 20th only to get to Soest and realise that it was closed on Wednesdays. Oops. We had a lovely lunch at Grand Café de Lindenhof and wandered around the shopping street for a bit before heading home again. There wouldn’t be many more chances to see the palace anymore before the new year and it looked like it would be a missed opportunity for me as I simply didn’t have the time before Dan arrived.
I had so many things to do that before I could even fully wrap all the gifts, Christmas was here and at the same time, Dan’s birthday. I had sent him his birthday gift in the mail and he’d be getting his Christmas presents from me here in Amsterdam two days later. I really wanted to keep the two things separate.
I went to my parents’ house on Christmas Eve and spent Christmas Day and some of Boxing Day with them. I messaged Dan a lot and on Boxing Day he sent me updates from his house as there were lots of people over to visit and be merry. I got text updates from Vicky with pictures of Dan looking cute. I also got a picture of the present she and Jonny had brought for me that didn’t fit into Dan’s overstuffed suitcase anymore. It was nice to feel like I was there a bit, even though I wasn’t.
Dan’s flight landed early in the morning on the 27th and it felt like it took ages for him to come through the doors at arrivals. We have a running joke that the plane lands in Belgium and you taxi from there. It really felt like it last Wednesday! Once he was finally through we quickly headed to my house (in the rain) and passed the time waiting for the IKEA delivery guys to bring me my new bed by giving each other our Christmas gifts. I had sent Dan a list of things that I would like to have and he took it for a check list. He got me so many lovely and thoughtful little things that I’ve lost count. The highlights were little pillows with the dogs and his face on them, a picture of the both of us that he made into a painting and a little heart charm for my charm bracelet but that’s nowhere near all the treasure I got.
My bed arrived quite early and we had it put together in no time. Just like with the tent last August, we displayed some excellent team work. And it was fun, too 🙂
After bed construction we headed down to the supermarket to get some supplies (in the rain) and then settled down to watch the last three episodes in season three of Black Mirror. Then we took the old mattresses down to the collection spot, ready for the pick up the next day. By the time we fell into the new bed it felt like he’d already been here for two days because we’d been on the move so much.
On Thursday I went to Nijmegen with my sister and Dan was left home alone in charge of the dogs and cats and keeping me posted on how they were all missing me. Dan already knew the whole dog walking routine from when he was over last April and was taking care of me after surgery. I knew my animals were in good hands and now Dan got a taste of what it was like for me to be bored at home while he was out. I didn’t get home again until quite a bit later than I thought I would but, thanks to technology, I had already ordered take out on my phone from the comfort of the train and it was there waiting for me as I walked through the door to two very excited dogs, two indifferent cats and a very smiley Dan. It had been quite a long day so we didn’t stay up much later than it took us to eat dinner. We were only on Day 2 of his visit and we’d already packed in quite a lot.
On Friday the 29th of December Dan, Larissa and I made another attempt to visit Paleis Soestdijk together. I’d bought Dan a ticket online after realising that it really was a last chance opportunity and it would be a shame to miss out. We drove out to Soest, had lunch at Grand Café de Lindenhof again (it really is very good) and then drove out to the palace together. It started raining as we were walking towards the entrance and it suddenly got very cold. Then it started snowing a bit. In the palace we got stuck behind a very slow and very long tour but we did get to see everything and took loads of pictures. It was a really lovely visit and I’m glad we went. It stopped raining on the way home.
Once we were home I made us some chicken and veg in the oven and we settled down to watch the first two episodes of the new season of Black Mirror. For anyone not watching yet, get on it! It’s a corker of a TV show.
We planned to have a lazy day on Saturday to balance out all of our previous activity but that didn’t really happen. We did the unthinkable and went to a supermarket on the second last day of the year and that took up quite a bit of time (in the rain). We bought groceries for New Year’s Eve and gifts from Dan for my family. We did some tidying up and getting ready for the trip out to my parents the next day. Once all those things were done we did manage to settle down for a bit and watch more Black Mirror while I crocheted a shawl for Dan’s mom. We finished the whole season and then watched Honey, I Shrunk the Kids.
The next day it was the last day of the year and exactly a year after I met Dan for the first time. Had you asked me then what I thought December 31, 2017 would bring me, waking up in Dan’s arms wouldn’t have made the list. Tiny little things can completely change the course of your life and anything going differently on our timeline would probably have meant we never would have met. That first night in 2016 I dreamt about Dan. I dreamt that I really wanted to kiss him. I didn’t tell him that until quite a few months later but it’s funny thinking back on that now. At the time I thought it was amusing but not much more than that. That first night he dreamt about me, too.
We spent Sunday morning packing up all of the drinks, presents and overnight things we would need for New Year’s Eve away from home. We hit the road at around 4.30 and the entire drive we got absolutely hosed on. The rain came down so heavily at one point that the wipers couldn’t keep up. We arrived an hour later, well before the rest of the guests were due and settled down on the couch. My mom had made another amazing buffet spread and we sat in the living room enjoying all the little bits and bites and listening to the radio while we chatted about all sorts of things. The rest didn’t arrive until around 10pm and then, with 8 extra people, we got ready to ring in the new year.
At midnight Dan and I exchanged last year’s chaste kiss with a proper one and then headed outside to watch Ede light up the sky with a ridiculous amount of fireworks. Thankfully the rain had stopped and the temperature was quite mild. My 10 year old niece had a blast with her kiddie fireworks and safety goggles and it was fun to watch everyone in the street happily wish each other all the best in the new year.
When things started to die down, Dan and I walked the dogs one more time (in the rain) and then made our beds on the couch with the dogs. This time, instead of our feet meeting at the corner point, our heads did, and we got to hold hands while we slept. It was the perfect way for us to welcome in the new year, with all of the new adventures and plans we’ve already made for it. We’d come full circle and many things were the same but so many things were different.
I’m unsure if I’ll continue my monthly updates of our long distance relationship on my blog. There’s a real danger of it becoming repetitive but there’s also the journey towards moving in together which might be interesting to put to paper (you know what I mean). I’ll have to give it a think.
I hope you’ve enjoyed reading about our first year together, in any case. It’s been fun to write and the feedback has been overwhelmingly positive.
All the best in 2018. I hope it brings you health, happiness and love.
xJI
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